Half Faced Bastards

Dj Applications

2010-04-23T18:47:00.003+08:00

I downloaded three DJ Mixing Apps

And you know what?

All of them can't import music from my iPhone's Music Libary.

Two of them costs USD$19.90

And the other costs USD$9.90

What The Fuck

My iPhone

2010-04-20T02:39:00.004+08:00

I AM FUCKING ANGRY AT PEOPLE WHO USE MY IPHONE AND DOES NOT HAVE THE FUCKING COURTESY TO TELL ME THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED MY FUCKING IPHONE SETTINGS.

CHEEBAI-FUCKING-KANINAYA TO ALL OF YOU

WANNA USE FACEBOOK?

FUCKING TELL ME

WANNA USE MY EBUDDY?

FUCKIG TELL ME

WANNA RELOAD A PAGE ON MY INTERNET/SAFARI?

FUCKING TELL ME SIAL

AND YOU FUCKERS DARE TO PLAY AROUND WITH THE SETTINGS IN M APPLICATIONS?

PUKIMAK HARAM SIAL.

WHERES THE FUCKING RESPECT YOUR MOTHERS TOUGHT YOU?

THE NEXT FUCKING TIME,FUCKINGTELL ME

AND IF I SEE YOU CHANGING THEM INFRONT OF ME,I'M GONNA GET MAD

SERIOUSLY,ITS TIME FOR YOU GUYS TO FUCK OFF!!!

After This Time'ses'

2009-09-15T01:39:00.004+08:00

Hello all!,

Im soo sorry for not updating my blog for soo long.its been a long time.
for a few months,i couldnt get into my blog...and i still dont know why.

ok lah.malas nak dilly dally.cut to the chase.
lately,my life's been like a roallercoaster ride above n under water.
there were very good times,and there were very bad times too.
we'll go into detail later on.

well,i'm just unstable now.nowadays.
but nonetheless,im still happy.how down i may be,
i still laugh sincere laughters and have pure fun.

i love my life.what i mean is 'i still love my life'
not that i love it now.but i still am not prepared for the
many things yet to come in the near or distant future.

I love Atiqah Shaharuddin very much also.
i dont say this with emptyness.i really mean it.
eventhough i dont show it well/much.

there are too many things that have happened
over the past few months that even a hundred posts
wont be capable of sharing.

thats all for mean while.
i will make it a point to keep updating my blog frequently.

goodbye :)

shocked

2009-09-07T02:06:00.000+08:00

omg,i love you too.

i will update.very very soon.

forever & always.

2009-08-31T08:35:00.003+08:00

i love you, really.

xoxo,

atyqah.

2009-07-28T05:09:00.000+08:00

b, how come i can login to your account and you can't?
anyways, i miss you badly.
hope to see you soon.
love you.

xoxo, atyqah.

for you.

2009-04-29T06:02:00.006+08:00

i'm lucky to be in love with you dear.

♥ atyqah (:

hello love.

2009-04-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

hi ichan. your beloved here.
you tak update, i update for you okay?
currently i have nothing better to do since you're alrdy asleep and i'm bored.
well, i found out that tmr you got photo shoot at China Town. i don't know if you remembered but i have alrdy texted you.
okay anyway, i need to meet up with you soon! missed you soo much alrdy.
alright dear, i will stop blogging now.
i love you. :DD

I

2009-04-15T06:45:00.002+08:00

I dont know how much you believe this but i dearly miss you.
I love you and im sad and disappointed at myself for not seeming to love you enough.
I am a big pain in the ass to you and i trouble you alot.
I have not been contacting you like how i used to.
I know.
I have not much to offer you right now.
I would really appreciate it if you would keep calling me and keep talking to me eventhough -
I may seem busy.
I want to change back to the old me.
I want to do it for you.

Please help me.

2009-03-14T03:45:00.003+08:00

hello,

friday didnt go well.
thrusday i started my VP1 shoot in skul.
we started in the afternoon and left school with everything done by 9p.m.
when i was leaving skul,amad called and told me his shoot was gonna be
at bugis and that it wuld mean staying there tho whole night till the next morning.
he asked if i could come along.
i also got to bring the camera home with me.i just felt like bringing it home.
so back to the part when i was leaving skul,i hadnt had anywhere to go,
so i followed safa to meet iqbal n the 'rest' at gombak.
ju supposedly was gonna meet her frens at h.c. but only saw 4 of them and eventually
followed me n safa to gombak.i knew iqbal's group members were consisted of ruzanna,fad,kat,dax,cleo and roe.so we would most probablly expect at least a
mojourity of them to come along to meet us and have our dinner/supper.
but in the end,only iqbal and ruzanna came.you would know how someone would feel if the person expected something else.
everything ended at around 11:15 - the dinner/supper
so,after the ge-de-bak ge-de-buk,i reached hm at 1200a.m.
got my stuff n left hm.but i was late.the only train i could take was tha last train to ang mo kio.
i dropped at ang mo kio and took a cab towards bugis.
the taxi driver was an idiot.
i repeat,he was an idiot.
i told him to bring me to bugis.nearer to arab street,and in the end,i got to know that he had
dropped me off at around lavender,nearer to little india.
the whole day way really un-planned-for.
my handphone's battery was going flat and things were going haywire.i spent 55 minutes finding
my way around that area to find that i was further than ever.
when i realiszed that,i gave up and took another taxi to masjid sultan,where amad's group was.
lucky for me,this taxi driver got it right.

(eh!brb!hav to kol my beloved first!will update a.s.a.p. !)

Rainy Days

2009-03-10T00:39:00.003+08:00

Today was a very good day to go home and rest.but i spent it out with beloved loved ones.
Best rainy day ever soo far considering the past few rainy days.
Cold and chilly the whole time.aaaah.heavenly.
And the best thing! - Did'nt get my socks wet at all thruout the whole day.
Sastified with today.

2009-03-05T02:14:00.001+08:00

sorry to myself for you.

Is'nt It So?

2009-02-23T01:28:00.004+08:00

Im a kepo person by nature.
I somehow just re'realized that again.
My personality is worsening.
I'm becoming somewhat a more sial person.
One sorry to friends any extra close friends.
I say people are being paranoid.
But i'm the paranoid one.
I'm on your side guys.but at the same time,
What me others are doing is not that right.
Everything may seem not to be going my way.
Neither yours.
But i still am what i am.

I'm still a boy.
You guys can say that i'm not man enough.it's ok.
Just remember of this Boy here.
There is still a difference made.

missing link

2009-02-17T03:35:00.001+08:00

im looking foward to every single moment of you.
wether good or bad.
just felt like saying it.

stop it already

2009-02-09T03:30:00.002+08:00

i HATE it when you cry

escpecially when out of a sudden.

why?what for?

Another promise broken.

You said u were never gonna cry again like that.
but see?

u now wats worse then crying?

hearing you cry n me not being able to do anything about it.

u think u feel sad?

im gonna tell you.

i feel sad too lah.

its the worst feeling tau listening to you crying.

n i cant do anything.

and please dont refuse when i ask you to tell me.

i noe im not better than you.

but please dont make me be.

2009-01-28T02:09:00.002+08:00

Firstly.i would never say or refer the word 'sial' directly to someone i love dat much.
Secondly,i would never 'HATE' the person that i love that much.
Third,i would never call the person i love THAT much,a 'stranger'.

sometimes i wonder if you forget how to care or if you dont care.

2009-01-19T04:00:00.003+08:00

Hello guys!

Alasemak!Its been VERY long time oh yes its been.
Many things have happened in the past time i wasn't blogging.There were bitching n bullshit n all.

Well,i did not do ____ in my o levels.
I just got simply 40 points for my L1R4.
So yah.Life goes on.

I am just soo happy to be with such a wonderful girl like atiqah.
I just simply love her.

I also and still want to say thankyou for the very pleasant surprise u gave me by bringing me to seoul garden.
Im not feeling lazy but its just that im not as estatic as usual to update my blog.

just love everyone around me.
Especially you dear.

all for now that is.as yoda says.

KAWABANGA!!!

Okto Bite

2008-10-28T02:50:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIQAH!!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!

Happy birthday Syafiqah...!

2008-10-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

I feel unhappy on the way u're treating me.
You're not wrong.But u're not too right either sometimes.
I am sad.
It feels different from last time.
I dont like hurting your feelings.
I know i do.
Im sorry for what i've wrote.
But im worried,because i love you.

2008-10-20T04:08:00.003+08:00

i dont understand why you had to msg me like that?
its like im useless.
im supposed to be there for you.
i dont think you heard me.
i cried.because im worried.
the msg.
it made me feel like im clapping with one hand.
o levels are coming.
n all i think about is you.
and i love you.
too much maybe you dont even know or realize.
if you have secret feelings you're supposed to share it with me.
im sorry.
i just love you too much.

2008-10-17T04:12:00.002+08:00

i am stubborn,
i am jealous,
i am sad,
i am disappointed
and
i am lost.

btw,u dun need to like wat i like eventhough u dont like it.
you shuld like wat u like.
im not forcing you.
im not even asking for it.
its all ur choice.

2008-10-17T03:42:00.002+08:00

i love you.
and im hurt.
i love you.
and im excited.
i love you.
and im too excited to do good things.
i love you.
and im retreated from sadness.
i love you.
and im in love with you...

2008-10-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

so,now you noe.
i dunnoe if it makes you happy enough.
but at least i noe im happy.
both for me n for her.
i didnt go for my physics practical 2 days ago.
got the timing wrong.
in the end,we went to MOE at buona vista
then went to clarke quay to get for her sister the sushi that she wanted.
it was her sister's birthday.
its was diyana's aunt's birthday also.
we had quite a wonderfool day dat day.
i just love her.too much to tell how much.

darling,larling

2008-10-13T02:31:00.001+08:00

Dear,

I made this blog for you,and because of you.
So that i can show my thoughts and feelings,eventhough negative or positive to you.
I love you with all my heart.Sometimes i am angry,sometimes i am sad.
Mostly you’ve made me happy,but still sometimes mad.
U know me.I just can’t stop saying “i love you”.
So,for me,this is one of my way of showing appreciation to you.
I love you,I love you,I love you.
For now,thats all i can do.

saddern

2008-10-06T01:15:00.000+08:00

SAD.

about many things.
sad about her at times.
sad about my PSP.
sad about my laptop.
sad about my mother.
sad about my finance.
sad about my handphone.
sad about my friends.
sad about studies.
sad about the internet.
sad about myself.
and sad about many more.

happy with her most of the times though.

2008-10-04T11:05:00.000+08:00

lately it has been very difficult for me.many problems.come and go.all along i thought i was this person.now,i somehow realize who i truly am.and from what i realize,i not ok.people have their highs and lows.i could say i am at my lowest state.life is'nt a bore.maybe i;m the one who;s making life a bore.i'll update again later.now,i have to get ready for tution.hah.and raya.